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cos it never happened to me before, I dunno know how to react. All I know was that I felt my first pangs of heartache(a lil') and betrayal. even tho you were never really mine to begin with. Was hearing or seeing it for yourself better? I guess I chose the latter at that moment. cos I know I couldnt have dealt any better than that. I hate how my fears always play on me and turn into shitass reality. knowing how I always hoped for the best but nothing really happens, I believe I already know the outcome of the bet. but thou shall not reveal cos we dont speak of such truth so soon right? but thou shall start thinking of what good thing shall come out of it.Hehe such wordplay was anything but beautiful. too cliche,too much of an act put together. You're a class act. but you know what they say, exaggerations and deceptions never get you far. one can name the game, two can play the game, but can you play the game? its a wonder how we got this far(4sems,to be exact) without wringing each other's necks. I simply cannot stand your know-it-all attitude and all that NO quality shit that you blabber out. Yet,I bring myself to smile at you. Taking whatever you said as NOISE . I'd like to call it inner strength,thankyou. (Check the dictionary,it means any sound that is loud, unpleasant, unexpected, or undesired. A random and persistent disturbance.) Yes,keep thinking you're wayyy better. At the end of the day,you're no better than the one next to you. I'll write you a report and give you recommendations.(insider's joke) that is,we head for different electives next semester. Yay! :) I was coming home thinking I was safe once again. This proves to be a wrong idea. the trouble never ends. I was about to totally lose it till I clicked what B sent me earlier on. here. it really got me laughing. I guess laughter is really the best medicine. Happy pills anyone?? Okays,lets end off prettily. there's the candyshophouses  along comes ms. hansen and ms gretel my buys..along wit some forgotten pairs of earrings & organiser   Is it too late? Nothing to salvage You look away, Clear of the damage. The meaning to our words of love has disappeared We used to love one another. Give to each other Lie undercover so, are you friend or foe. Love one another Live for each other So are you friend or foe? 'Cause I used to know.. P.S Is this my longest entry or what? |
